I kinda do selective telling. I know that my pdoc and T would actually panic and suggest hospitalisation.. so, like you.. right now I have a plan. And I haven't told any of them. I'm just keeping quiet. There was one time I had a failed attempt (I was still breathing, nothing major happened) and I just went in and kept quiet.

But I guess the point of this post is I think you know the consequences. The question now is that... are you ready for the consequences?