i used to get really angry when i was younger and was put in the hospital for mentioning suicidal thoughts but now i can understand it from the therapists and doctors point of view, they would have some responsibility if anyone did commit suicide and they didn't help. I used to get really angry and lash out at the doc and nurses, and was eventually put on meds which was the best thing that ever happened to me. I'v been on meds for about 30 years now, have good and bad days but not too many suicidal thought days.