Ech, I'm not sure what I should do... I've already had 6 sessions with my T from which I've learned that I like the therapy but I hate my T (and I really doubt that it is the transference, it's rather his lack of empathy)... Thus, I thought that maybe his style is just not for me so I read and read and I discovered that instead of "talking to the wall" style, I should try emdr... Tomorrow I was going to tell my T that I want to quit (this session already scares me a lot) and at the same time I started looking for a new T... First one said that he does not have the capacity to take any new client but he recommended me some webpages to search for another one... Unfortunately I've found only three Ts in my city who work with emdr and who can speak English... One said that for next 6 months cannot take any new client, second did not reply at all and third one said that actually her English is not good enough (so why has she put also English as the therapy language?)... So now I'm lost - I don't want to work with my T anymore, I don't think that I would be able to trust him again but if I resign I won't have a T at all... Life...

Do you maybe have any suggestion? Is it better to have the annoying T or no T at all?