Be careful of Labels and diagnosis, and don't put yourself down because of them. They have Labels and diagnosis for every human feeling and condition, ever dreamed of.

You are Human and you are smart. Go with that. Your post shows a complex mind. Try slowing down a little. Meditation might help, as well as getting out side for a walk, and also get outside of your self, by doing an adventure, and things you like doing. With out feeling guilty about it.