welcome to PC......i hope you don't beat yourself up too much over not visiting your grandfather. we all do things that we look back on and wish we could have done something differently. in your case, you recognize some of the reasons you're down and that is the first step.

you can step up your studies and graduate. would you be able to graduate in December if you went to summer school? how many credits do you lack?

i know it hurts for you to see your dad cry and perhaps something positive is going to come out of that for the both of you. your coming here impresses me and we're always here to listen and talk to you..........please post again......xoxoxo pat