1914 I know she didnt set out to hurt me, I know she cares, I dont blame her at all. But this will be the third transition consecutive, im full of doubts, each one leaves me weak, I build trust, to be let down again, to build trust, to be let down again.

Logically I know I deserve to continue the journey with a new t, is this new t going to expect open arms open trust and openess from me ? She is in for a rude awakening.