Sweepy, I'm so sorry you are having to endure transitioning to a new T again. I know these endings with T's hurt you immensely. However, going it alone probably isn't the best option. I mean with the nightmares and hallucinations, you should probably have someone to help you process all this. I know it is going to be hard and you are going to be skeptical of a new T and that's ok...but keep working at it. Don't give up because someone walks away for whatever the reason. You deserve to get and feel better...now go get it! It's tough when we grow attached to someone and they leave the picture but we have to keep going for ourselves not someone else. Keep growing and progressing in therapy despite this situation. I am not saying it will be easy but you can make it worthwhile.

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