I really want to have a family one day, to be loved by a man who will always be beside me, but when I close my eyes I just don't see this picture. You know like when sometimes you buy a lotto ticket but you know you not gonna be the one who will win the jackpot, so here the same, I don't see myself being that happy and lucky to be in that situation. Why is that? I know what it feels like when you have someone who you want to be your family who you want to live your whole life with, I am so scared there will be no man who will love me this way or I won't be able to feel this way for another man.

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