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Old Jan 06, 2014, 06:47 PM
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yea i understand that too. im on ssdi. and have lost all motivation in life DUE TO meds. i feel like a leach on society too but wonder if i lower my meds maybe i can get back interested in things. but this will never happen if i dont lower my meds and im having trouble getting the pdoc to lower them. he doesnt care. period. becuase if i was on private insurance and seeing a private doc i bet hed care more. or at least listen to me more.

i live with one of my parents too Erti. my dad. he takes care of me. and its kinda like i care for him too cause hes in his late 60s. and has an alcohol problem.

i got disability really fast with no lawyer so i always wonder if im truly THAT disabled. i suppose i am since ive gotten everythign from schizoaffective to chronic paranoid schizophrenia on my diagnosis sheets.
I'm not sure if it's because of my meds or because of depression. My parents are young (mom is 43 Stepdad is 44) so I don't have to take care of them like you have to with your father.

I also got disability really fast too. I didn't have to "fight" for it. Also got Medicaid really fast too.