For anyone who knows, I have myself a predicament with this relationship I am in. I am very stressed and feel like my life is spinning out of control. I have issues eating and keeping it in... this used to be my way of control. But recently, I even lack that control. I am still doing what I have always done, but am gaining weight... I am sooo mad at myself and feel like I have gained way too much weight. I am 5'5" and used to weigh 98-102 lbs.... now... I weigh a steady 128, 129. If I get to 130... I do not know what I will do... I exersise like crazy and eat only healthy stuff... and rarely keep anything in me... I have been doing this for years... what is changing??? Is it because of the relationship junk? Anyone have any suggestions? Well, that's all really. I hope everyone is doing well...
Thanks,
Mu$ik
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