Hope has no timeline
I, too, have fewer years left than already lived. For the rest of my life I will always be disabled, and functioning will diminish increasingly. I spend my time trying to find something that will last me, regardless.
We are not what we own. Many ppl use laudromats and relative's appliances. Yes, not having some things sure does make life harder.

Been there. Could be there again, no one knows for sure.
Likewise, you don't know how life will change for you in the future. (No one does. NO ONE..). things can always improve!
Hang in there.