This is my first year at boarding school, I came in September. I made many friends aka people who are nice to me but I never made any close friends. So I have no one to go to events e.g Christmas dinner or trips with. At the beggining I kept hanging out with these girls from another house and about November they didn't want to go to dinner and breakfast with me. It was very late as everyone in my house already formed friendships and I was completely left out. Everyday I have to find someone to go to dinner with because I can never go with the same people. I get along with everyone in house but O have no one to talk to but my mother. And everytime I talk to her I cry because I'm homesick. But I'm starting to think that I am just depressed that I can't go home and study in peace without needing friends and planning who I go to lunch with. I cry every night and listen to songs in my language and I was perfectly fine when I first came here, yet when I came back after a the Christmas holidays O just couldn't cope and I feel like it's affecting my studying.