I'm sorry this has been so hard for you. Sometimes, it just sucks being a minor--particularly one as reflective as you are. But I'm confused about something: your OCD is in remission? And this T practices within the philosophy of the residential place? So, while you may have lots of negative feelings about her, it seems as though therapy with her has done some good. Your old T may have helped with your depression, but didn't seem effective with the OCD. What would you want to work on with your old T? Besides the attachment, what can she offer to you?