you mean me?

ill see what i can do. im scared tho.

scared cuz i dont want to be turned down and said "no you have to be on this much" or whatever. im scared to be turned down.

i dont think they trust me. to be honest. so then i dont trust THEM. and its a circle of untrustworthiness.

im so scared. i have a feeling im gonna get the full shot today. but i have a plan. if she says "no" then im gonna walk out and not even get ANYTHING today.

cause they already got me on the injection AND the oral haldol. both haldols. thats too much