Hi all! I'm 21 and I'm gay, to be short, there are two guys who are 27 and 29 and who are my brother's best friends. They're both straight, but I'm obsessed with them. I've taken pictures of them and used them as masturbatory aids. But it's growing intense and I dream of having them some way or another. I suffer from OCD and I think that's the key. How to give up on them? It hurts me badly.