Glad to hear it, so do I and I need to see mine almost as bad as you do. I would call and try to move mine up but my new insurance info hasn't gotten here yet. I do take my medicine and actually work, but am so depressed I can barely keep afloat. But if you need to talk you can always PM me. I hate feeling like this, too.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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