yes, there wuz contact.. it wuz crazy, I think I wuz confused the whole time,
I loved him one day, but hated him the next, I accused him of doing things
he never did ie: cheating, loving his ex still.. Honestly, I drove him crazy, texted
all the time, idk, I screwed up alot , mistrust, fear of him leaving, insecurities
were crazy. However I acted as a housewife, and gave him everything I had.
We got together on my bday, it wuz just supposed to be good ol fashioned sex,
but... we made love. idk, it wuz confusing cuz it felt like we never broke up..we held
each other and talked til the am. we talked about dating again, but he backed out,
I lost it...yet again. We were truly compatible in every way, but he pushed me away,
I kept texting all the time, basically stalking him.. I never meant to do that, I
just didn't want to throw a really good thing away... Then, the explosion came; I kept
accusing him , but I started making bad **** up in my head... He wanted to be intimate . I would say yes, then no.. I wuz hot and cold; in Essence; we were BOTH confused. last week we had a huge fight cuz I accused him of his ex again.. this time
I went to far; he tripped out,we put each other down. It wuz ugly!!! He changed his number and I feel AWFUL. I am soo stupid.