argh! beancounters and bureaucratic inbreds who make the formulary choices for insurance plans need to be tied up and beaten with organic carrots!
(a sign in an Las Vegas natural food store: shoplifters will be hung upside down and beaten with organic carrots)

the feelings of being re-victimized crop up when least expected sometimes. going through this intolerable med change---WHICH WASN'T EVEN MEDICALLY CALLED FOR---has pushed life back a few weeks to months. life isn't easy but sometimes it can feel as if it is working bit by tiny bit.......and then whammo!

PTSD is waiting for that whammo to come, expecting that whammo in situations where no whammo would or could or should be.

riding it out. dealing. managing. but unhappy, uncomfortable, and angry that this ever came to be.