No, I don't - but sometimes I wonder if my T is trying to drive me to do so! I think if I started to argue with him, he would fall out of his chair. Seriously. Because when I am sitting in front of him, all my personality and whatever it is that I am, just falls away. I'm mush. I can see validity in everything he says soooooo....he almost literally begs me for an opinion or reaction and I find it so uncomfortable that I freeze. I'm like, "well yeah, I can see what you mean." . . . . Awkward silence. . . . Or I'm like, "yeah, that does make sense, T." . . . . Well but it does! Lol my poor T /:
I think the fact you can be so open about this stuff shows you feel safe and it's a good thing. I hope to genuinely get there someday.
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