yeah...I have no idea if he did or not. It's still considered danger when I think about it---only I think its rational---I assure you that the pdocs do not. I don't know of any countries that allow you to kill yourself when mentally ill but there are places where you can request euthanasia for yourself if you can prove you are not mentally ill. To me it is the same though, if I had terminal cancer I wouldn't want to live through that or see those around me dealing with my suffering either how is that really different from untreatable mental illness---its still pain for everyone. If this had been more recent I can assure you they would have sent me to the hospital though that's why its stupid to say that to them at all---it will just make it easier for them to lock me up in the future. Anyway at the point I was suicidal I was actually afraid I might hurt someone else---I didn't realize that I still had control---better to eliminate myself than risk hurting someone else and then have to live with it the rest of my life under forced medication. Also I was not depressed---people have all sorts or irrational negative thoughts when depressed---these are typically transient as in you'll feel better if you wait a while or get the right meds. I guess that's why I considered it rational but nobody else would see it that way I know. Also it was not a constant thought, just a plan in the back of my mind in case things did not improve. It made me feel better knowing that I had a way out if I really wanted to use it but I had plenty of things to try before it came down to that---just a last resort really. But yeah if anybody knew it would have been danger and they would have tried to talk me out of it and stuff just like we do to you----