I haven't really told any details about that here, and I doubt that I will because it would be highly triggering. The most I can say is that my abuse was at the hands of a husband and wife working in tandem, and it went beyond sexual abuse/rape and had elements of torture. That's as far as I will go here. I will never be able to share even that much with anyone besides my T.
It was really a good session, even though it was painful. You are right. He went digging and struck oil. I just feel covered in it right now. It'll wash off soon enough.
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