He's been great with other stuff I've been scared to bring up. I'm just feeling really abandoned and like I screwed up telling him in the first place. I do sessions online (not the best way to do therapy I know but it's all I can do right now) and haven't heard back since I told him I wanted to si. Logically he's probably just busy or something but I can't help but feel like he bailed. He has lost what little trust I had in him at the moment