Thanks for all of these kind and important words and I think that I am really starting to see everyones point of view and I think that I am over-thinking things that are highly unlikely to occur but as FavoriteJeans has stated I just really want them to occur. I think that in my mind want to have a relationship with my Therapist that I know can never happen. I think that when I go to my first session next week I should probably just mention this briefly and realize that most situations are so unlikely to ever occur that its best not to think about them at all. I think that in the end it is the condition that I have that causes me to over-think and over-analyze things to the point that most regular people would have been driven mad.

But to tie everything together I was just watching "Step Brothers" on FOX where of course one of the characters develops a crush on his Therapist