...it's always good to re-identify with our names

well firstly I really like monkeys...they are very clever and clever enough to copy us humans, this is why explorers called them 'apes'...
I also feel like I am clever but not clever enough to completely copy regular human behaviour... I feel like I am pretending all the time. Not only that!... I know for certain I have two distinct sides, one up, the other down but either way I just ape my way through life... hence dubblemonkey and it needs two b's for effect.
but that's not all...
I have a fascination with astronaut monkeys... the very first monkey astronaut was Ham...he went into orbit and came back down alive...
the second monkey astronaut was Enos...he went around the Earth twice and came back down alive.

so it's how I relate my bipolar episodes and rapid cycling I guess.
I go into orbit like a monkey still pretending like I know what I am doing.?
...and there is still always two of me

it's also interesting that the monkeys were not given names until they got back alive...something about avoiding public affection so they were only a number when they launched... and I feel a lot like nameless until I come down to Earth... from 'out there' then I have a brief idea I am James

originally I picked two monkeys that died because there were quite a few but I didn't think it helped me any longer to relate to a monkey that suffocated and another poor monkey who crashed and burned

so there you go