I'd have to go with what the others have said, but just thought I would tell you I know what you mean by wanting to get things better by the time you go to college. Though it is possible to work on things while going to college, just so you know. I am doing that now. I am in my third year of college and have been in therapy for DID and some other things for nearly 2 years. So I wouldn't try to rush too much, there's still plenty of time and even though it may take more work going to college at the same time as dealing with things, it's worth it. Besides college would give you something else to think about while you are also focusing on yourself.