am.... somewhere in between. had urges to si lately but didn't. guess that's an up. but it leads to intensified sui thoughts so.. :|
i'm just hanging in there... finals are approaching soon and soon it'll all be over.

on another note, managed to drag myself to the doc's for my worsening cough that has been around for more than a month. hoping cough goes away.

actually.. after writing all this.. i realise im in a moment where i don't know how i truly feel. i'm not that sad... but i'm not happy either.

hoping everyone is doing well