I can't do this anymore, i simply cannot do this. My anxiety has been through the roof lately ... i'm in the middle of midterms and so i'm freaking out even though all i'm doing with my time - actually all i'm doing - is reading, and making cue-cards, and making notes ... but it feels as though none of that is doing any good because i can't concentrate. My heart just never calms down ... i'm so nervous about everything all of the time and i can't get a break. I wake up to anxiety attacks in the middle of the night ... and it probably doesn't help that my depression had a funny way of sneaking back right about now. How do i make this all go away? How do i push the past out of my mind for just a couple of days so i can stay focused? ... why does everything thing seem to difficult right now. ...... i'm sorry everyone, im done.