Hi Chris,

While I can't come up with a helpful response, I wanted to thank you for the trust and vulnerability it took for you to post here on PC about your situation. I have read your responses to others for a few years now. Your participation here is usually in the form of offering support to other people. It is pretty rare for you to seek support for yourself.

I feel a great deal of compassion for you for having had to face some awful situations in your childhood. I feel grateful that you've trusted us enough to share it here on PC. And I hope you get all the support you need, both from PC and from your t.