Being patient is what I am NOT good at... I can't stand the "not knowing" what is going to happen and I fear change like nothing else. My husband will sometimes ask "would you rather have everything planned out for the next 5 years and know everything that's going to happen?" While that may take the edge off, it would also take the fun out of life- the ups and downs, the lessons learned, etc.

It just is so hard sometimes, ya know?

Thanks for all the kind words.