I currently live on the Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia. The Gold Coast is a tropical tourism/retirement area, much like your Miami, Florida in the US. It is also known as "gods waiting room", by the locals, due to the large retirement population that lives here. Seeing how my life is at the moment, I feel like I am in "gods waiting room", just biding time until I depart this mortal coil.

I am 36, no family of my own, still a virgin and spend my time either at work with computers, at home with computers or at my parents place fixing their computer and enduring endless guilt trips to boot. I feel that I am just marking time, no hope that things will get better, no point of existing aside from the "Mr. Computer Fix-it" that everybody calls on to fix their computers, and to be honest feeling like I would be better off not here, taking up precious Oxygen that could be better spent on someone with a descent life.

I really don't see any reason in living any more... I probably won't have any kids, as women hate having to deal with me, so even on a basic biological point of view, I am a failure.

So what is the point?