I was born in Miami,and I currently live near a retirement village...and associate with elderly a lot. I can see how the morbid air of death can affect your own life.

Do you have a Therapist you can lean on?

Depression tells us lies... that you life is over and not worth living is one (or two ) of those lies. Don't buy into it.

You have worth. You are going through a tough time for a while... it won't always be this bad.

TC