It seems like I tend to get real depressed when Christmas is over. I love the holiday season. For me, it's like there is magic in the air.

It's already well past time to take down my Christmas tree. I haven't been able to make myself start. I feel sad about putting the things away. This happened to me 2 years ago. It feels just awful.

I tell myself, "You can't do things based on whether you feel like it or not." Fighting depression means doing things when you don't feel like it. That's the difference between being mature and not being mature. I'm having a hard time acting grown up. I don't want to do anything.

Maybe, I'll feel better, if I try. Maybe, if I just start . . .