when i was college i was on the freaking board to help fight the system and alternative medications. and thats when if i remember on either no meds or very little meds. does no one remmeber me saying that? does anyone remmeber when i was on these boards fighting the system? thats when i was on little to no meds and i was getting sh_t done. i might compare it to hypomania or even mania and i wasnt totally healthy but i was getting stuff done.

i even met with the state representative of NAMI of TEXAS personally. some people may be new to hearing that. i know some are.

SometimesP your preaching to the choir. i was on the board and group of people fighting this in college when i was just not on these meds or very little.

im dreading when this med kicks in because i cant think. i cant physically function correctly. my negative symptoms are ramped.

i agree not being on meds hasnt ENTIRELY helped me. but i was doing stuff. it wasnt holding me back like it is now. what im saying is they arent listening or even compromising for some reason i dont entirely know and i even ASKED them today "WHY" they said "yeaaa..." and went on.