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Old Jan 09, 2014, 08:58 PM
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I just got into a fight with my boyfriend over three years he can be very mean when we argue well he always expects me to do everything for him he was spoiled growing up so that explains alot ive done alot for him and hes one to like always be the victim even if it was his wrong doing hes hard to live with and his family knows this I put up with alot well when we argue he can be very mean and he will say a bunch of things that has nothing to do with what we are arguing about I suffer from anexity ive been for three years now and he knows this it gets so bad that I can't work and I have to be at home im like imprisoned in my house if I leave I get bad anexity even if I take a walk around the block I get it bad so right now im not working im home everyday and when we argue he calls me lazy and that I don't work like throwing it in my face and it's like I have a reason not to a serious one I just can't it makes me feel like crap that he thinks that way of me no one has ever ive been working since I was 14 im 22 now I've always been very motivated the only reason im not working is because the anexity got so bad I hate that he thinks this way of me he sees me having anexity attacks its no joke he sees what it does to me im thinking I shouldn't be with someone who thinks this way of me I tell him all the time I don't think he can handle being with someone with anexity disorder im just so confusdd and feel like crap because how he makes me feel