I agree with everyone else here, when I feel out of control and am scared of harming myself or others. That is the worst feeling, and why I sought help because of my newborn baby. It turned out to be psychosis. NOT SAYING YOU HAVE THAT! But that was my experience when I felt out of control.

The stay was not fantastic, but it saved my life. They finally gave me a Dx and meds, and since, it has been good not great, but not total ****. If you feel out of control, try getting someone to talk you down. If that doesn't work, I would seek help, personally.

Hugs to you! You're going to be okay.