I know I'm manic when I look back on my depression with a sense of nostalgia instead of "Oh I am so ****ing glad that's over." What a twisted way to look at it.

Be careful, crashing sucks. I just crashed (sort of, maybe...) a couple weeks ago. Now I feel like I'm going back up again. But we're still trying to get my meds right. I just dosed down on my MS and my AP.