You're binging, it's not a tumor.

Now, I know exactly how you feel. My Depakote is making me gain (not anymore since we are tapering now, thankfully switching to Topomax on Monday) and I feel guilt with every bite, especially when I feel bloated. Like, I can't feel good about myself unless I go to the bathroom and feel empty.

I also am a sufferer of anorexia. I just had a baby two months ago, so my weight loss is going slow right now. It sucks.

Hugs to you, hopefully you feel better!