he might start working immediately. he said he told them even about working today. but they needed to talk to him more. im so worried about being alone. it flares up my symptoms.

and yea i talked to my T today. it went horrible becuase i was so stressed and mad about the injection i had earlier today. i was holed up. i wont see her for another two weeks either.

the CMHC place is so packed with clients they dont have time for once a week sessions. i even thought about changing therapists. becuase i need one 1x a week. but i like her because shes nice and knows the docs and nurses and can communicate with them and she knows how to deal with people with Sz. plus takes medicare cause CMHC. thats extremely hard to find. actually theres no one else around here that can do all that. not for 40 miles anyway.