I had a deep moment to day and want to try to share it and discuss it with others. I'm not really sure what to call this experience, it almost felt like a revelation or spiritual awakening, but with out the spiritual aspect of it.

It's about self awareness I think. Sure humans have this capability, but some better then others. How many people live in denial, illusions, of themselves and the world around them? How many people can actually see themselves as others might with out any bias at all? This happen to me. I had one of those moments where I seen my self and it felt like it was the first time. I did not like what I seen but I could not find any excuses for who/what I am. Honestly I think the Seroquel had some thing to do with this. It was as if I was 100% in the real world for the first time seeing myself as others do.

I did not like it. I felt naked. I felt worthless, a failure. I looked at the sum total of my life and it did not add up to a whole lot. Again, no excuses, no pity party, just reality and was very cold for me that moment. Was I delusional that moment, or real? What is real?

Any one else want to share a similar experience or discuss any of this? I'm not even sure how close I came to describing what I experienced.