I lost my daughter 11 years ago on the 11th of march. She was just a baby. I know how hard it is. And you are right it isn't natural to bury a child. It is suppose to be the other way around. We are suppose to go first. Or that is the way we are taught. Only God knows why the little ones are called home before there parents. It is a long and difficult road to walk down. I have been doing it for a long time now. Sometimes I wonder how I have made it this long with out my little girl. It is awful hard sometimes. I missed out on so much with Savannah. But I will tell you this, if it hadn't been for Bebop and the rest of my family I wouldn't have made it this far. There were times I wanted to end it all. but God blessed me with a wonderful son a little over 2 years after I lost my baby girl.