Qbug, I sure you look great. Be sure to keep yourself healthy for you and your family. Congrats on the baby.

Now I'm craving veggies. I bought take out because I was at a friend's and hungry. I feel bad about the money and bad food. I feel like I'm lacking a nutrient. Maybe vit D. I want to go to the store and buy lots of good, healthy food, but even though I got a lot of money for Christmas, I feel guilty. Maybe this is temporary, but I feel doomed to an existence of binge eating and non productiveness (I just graduated college).

What could trigger the binging? Something is going on. Any evidence if me losing my looks is causing me emotional distress. Am I just in transit. This probably seems so frivolous.

I just want to exercise everything out and have thought of throwing up. If my bulimia is returning, I'm going to be so scared. It's awful and I've been happy. How can it just emerge when you're happy?