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Old Jan 10, 2014, 01:32 AM
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Originally Posted by The_little_didgee View Post
PD was used to explain what is not happening in the DSM perhaps?

The last psychosis I had changed me. After that life became harder to live. It left me with some cognitive impairments. I definitely lost some IQ points. I had motivation to do simple things like shower everyday. It isn't unusual for me to go 6 or 7 days without a shower, even when I am not depressed. Gross. I struggle to eat properly and look after my apartment. I can't even fold my clean laundry. I never worked. I'm on disability. Yes, I attend university at a very reduced course load (2 classes). It is not easy at all. I have a lot of support provided to me by the university. Without that I could never make it.

Is it common to get symptoms in-between episodes?

Yes, I was on 1.5 mg of Abilify. I am small and very susceptible to side effects. Standard doses are too much for me. When I was in hospital medication dosing was a huge issue. A lot of the time my medications were dispensed in liquid form because the prescribed low doses were not possible with pill cutting.

Thanks for the reply.

I have been traumatized by the BPD diagnosis the doctors gave me when I was 16. I can't seem to let it go.
What I really want is to get BPD off my records.
I have trouble with eating properly, showering, and laundry too

I read your thread and that doesn't sound typical for bpd.

I have symptoms all the time, but severity differs at times. I always have delusions, but at times they can be so crippling that I can't function and need a higher does of my risperdal. Other times I can function well yet struggle a tad bit such as censoring what I think so people don't read my mind and think badly of me. I know it sounds silly, but I can't help about thinking this.
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