My step dad caused my psychosis I know it and now he and my mom are working together so I can go back to hell. (...old life )

He wants me to die. He said "If you are depressed you should cut yourself" I don't know my mom, brother and sister were there but they said they didn't hear anything and then my mom says that he's so sad that i "think" i heard him say that that he can't even work and he's in tears. BS. He's a complete sociopath and he has control of my mom and my sister he bought my sister a TV for christmas and got me a shirt he wants me agitated to my death. He beats my mom really bad and she doesn't do anything about it.. but neither can i because there is no proof and she got my dad arrested for attacking her only once because she was crazy and he was drunk so that shows how much control my step dad has over her. He didn't get arrested when he attacked me because I attacked him.

I was getting better when he moved out and she promised me that he wouldn't move back into the house but she promised before and now I'm dealing with this again. Of course I will move to another relative but what about my sister he mentally programs her making her vacuum the floor many times in a row until he feels that it is clean makes her cut the grass with scissors, swears at her to move boxes around child abuse.

I can not control myself when I am around him I am a different person I just watch myself get agitated I can't help it like when my mom said she would never get back with him and she's always over at his house i confronted her she lies when i know the truth so i walked off in pjs bear feet and they use that against me by calling the police and saying that im unstable so if i go nuts again they will put me away so i will lose another year of school so i stay at the house where they can continue to get support from my dad..

He is a threat to me. He has two houses now with my mom because of his tactic used (sociopath), 3 trucks one car and they took all 120000 dollars that my dad sent over 5 years of child support and spent it on what ever over the year i dont know where it is i dont even eat much I CANT STAND IT IM GOING NUTS BECAUSE they say that too much food gets wasted in the house? how can 120000 + 80000 a year be spent on family food I know she spent a few thousand of it on a surprise to bring his daughter and dad over twice (they didnt go because of what he did = wasted plane ticket) and they blame me saying that she wont afford food unless my dad pays more money and his life is ruined when she cheated on him, sold the house his bmw car took half his money swiped my post secondary education fund clean totals lots of money takes my money at the same time 1000 promised to pay it back nope. My dad can't buy a car or house or my mom will use the law to make him sell them.

Mom says she can't afford food but what is she doing this weekend?? going skiing 6 hours away with my step dad.. They are also going to THE BAHAMAS later on to probably leave me and my little sister alone with strangers that are renting rooms in the house and previous tenants look through my moms and little sisters drawers and other stuff and one decides to drink not take his bipolar meds threatens my mom and goes off on a road chase. yes my dad threatened child services. Says she will have a babysitter while they are skiing. Doesn't make up for leaving us in the house at night alone while she's out all through the night with my step dad.

"forgiveness forgiveness!" they say "it will be good for your mental health!" as well as my psychiatrist who flirts with her :/

It's them they are crazy always drinking sneaking into my room and stealing my clonazepam.

Many other things as well I'm getting my dad to file a restraining order against him.