I'm always investigating things. I know all the meds ( old pdoc made sure of that

With my first pdoc I was to scared she'd hospitalize me especially since she threatened often. She had me in a 2 yr. mixed episode and "non" compliant because she wasn't listening to me. So when I moved I was like he|| no I'm not going. After a while I did go. My pdoc has been wonderful and I've made it very clear what my requirements for meds. I'm very lucky to have a therapist that lets me say all my scary stuff and doesn't over react.