the voices are horrible, the anger is horrible and I truly worry I might hurt someone. I've been there but it passes as long as I remember it'll pass and have a PRN AP shouldn't I be okay?

It's not like you're forgetting to take them right? No I'm not forgetting my husband even reminds me. I've even told him I have no more and though about flushing them but haven't yet. My team is worried about me but we'll see. Pdoc convinced me to keep trying but it's so tiring.

how do we get you to want health enough to not SI? That's the thing I do not SI when catatonic. I'm to busy not moving and climbing deep inside myself.

C- you almost made me cry

you could suffer seizures from stopping suddenly My T told me going off my meds would cause me seizures and I told her that's a positive.

However remember it is also the precursor to mania. I wish this time.

get insight from others as well as doc & T if applicable. My husband, PC, pdoc, and T think it's a bad idea. Everyone else doesn't think I don't need meds.

try to think before you act That's why I posted