I would go. I really, really understand how afraid you are of this ending. My T and I have spend weeks and weeks talking about it almost every time. It really bugs me that I have to find the strength to say goodbye. I think it's more damaging to our hearts when we don't have the change to thank the person that helped us so much and literally turn our backs and walk away. My heart feels heavy just to imagine it...

I would go. Be strong but gentle with yourself. Any person with half a heart would find this process hard