Last week he said he wanted to marry me but I feel that with the recent events, he's trying to pacify me with words. Maybe he is frustrated b/c he isn't working but why is he letting it affect our relationship. He told me this morning that I have a place to go everyday but he doesn't. I feel bad that he lost his job but honestly, he picks & chooses where he wants to work, which takes advantage of me & is selfish b/c he has me to fall back on. He's a truck driver & doesn't want to deliver to NYC boroughs. He's turned down work making $1100 p week b/c of this!