I'm sorry you're going through this... for what i understood the meds you're getting are taking their toll on you... usually meds with their side effects and the ever guessing the right mix and dosage for oneself can get very tricky... i´m an advocate for the psychological approach aid by the meds so you can get your life back... i hope you can get what you need soon... all i can offer you a and if you feel like talking feel free to PM