Hello Candy,

Wow, I thought I lived in a small town but I think your's is even smaller.
I do love the closeness of the community. Where I live, everyone knows everyone elses business. Sometimes they know stuff about you before you do. But, it is nice when and if you ever need help.
I hope that you can find the good in small towns. Mine is a little over 1,000 people in population. I've lived here about 25 years. I don't think I could ever live in a large town again.
Keep telling yourself that you can do it. It will get better.
Hugs,
Boopers