This is classic self-defeating thoughts. Maybe? Just maybe they tell you you're pretty because you are? I mean really think about it. Your BF says you're pretty and even cuter without your makeup. People say you're pretty, hot, whatnot. Think about it. What if they're telling you the truth? Hmmm ... How are you going to react to the world when you realize you're beautiful?

It's safer to not acknowledge that you're beautiful though isn't it? There's something there that tells you, "Hide in here behind this guise of being icky. You'll be safe in here. If you let yourself think you're pretty and something contradicts that then you'll be hurt so hide here with me and let's just be gross."



Don't let that delusion win. You're beautiful.